Sunday, July 20, 2008

Your So Vain.....

Vanity, its a powerful emotion. I find myself on this get healthy journey to feel better of course, and to be healthier but lets get real here, more than anything I want to look and feel thin and sexy again. I want my prebaby body back (Yah Right ;)). I dont want to look like the mom of 3 even though Im proud that I am. I want men in their 20's to give me a second look when I walk by even though Im not interested.

Exercising and eating better have helped me to feel better tremendously already and Im still losing and feeling really GREAT about that but it has its downside too. Im losing my boobs and its so unfair. Before I had Ana I was just an small A cup, after I had her I was a C until I quite nursing, then I was a B, I was ecstatic with that but not with the extra weight I was carrying around. When I had Gage I was full D when the milk arrived and by the time he was all but done nursing I was once again a C. I was a C until I started losing weight this time and Im headed for a B already, Im PO'ed about it to say the least. If only I could pick and choose where the weight would stay and where it would go.

Butt another positive side.... When I wash my behind in the shower now, it feels like Im washin some other persons back side ;), that Im happy to see go.....

3 comments:

Polly Wolly said...

Yes, if only we COULD choose where the weight could stay and where it could go! I feel your pain! ;)

Heidi said...

Yeah, sorry- don't work that way LOL ;) But good for you for sticking with it!!!

teachmom said...

Ah, Cyndee, if only! I actually want to lose it where you do not. My dh does not but hey, it's my body. The places I lose first? My face and legs. Aaaack!

YOu Go, Girl! Keep it up!